Well well well, It's been almost a year since I wrote here the last time. I should say I have missed my blog and today I decided that I should make a new post. 2015 was a very hard year for me, I had a lot of changes in my life,more than I expected, and I never thought that many of them would even ever happen but as my favorite philosopher and writer Voltaire said "All is for the best in the best of all possible worlds". Today I am a completely different person. I feel like everything changed in me and I am happy about that. I think I finally started finding myself. That always was a problem for me that I never knew who I am. That year I kind of spend alone with myself,tried to figure out who I am. I found a lot things about myself, I found things that I really like.
I never thought I would fell in love with philosophy and now I cant live without it. Soon Im going to write a philosophy work about the philosophy of love. Now Im a fan of Albert Camus and Jean-Paul Sartre and other philosophers,whose works are about existentialism. But my favourite philosopher is definitely Aristoteles.
So, as it already was, I still love arts,and I think even more than I loved before. I thinks thats the only thing that makes me feel a lot of amzing and wonderful feelings,that I cant feel with anything else. Arts makes me happy,makes my heart and soul feel wonderful. Fine Arts are still my favourite, Im learning about it more and more,and its still my dream to work in a gallery.
Im also continuing learning french,that is another thing that I love the most. I feel like its the language of my heart and my soul.
There are some other things that I have learned to do like skateboarding and riding the hourse. Skateboarding was a challenge for me. I never thought I could do that. This winter Im planing to try snowboarding, I hope I could make it.
So, 2015 was full of different events and I hope 2016 would be better for everyone and all the wishes will come true. But we should work hard,so our goals and dreams will happen. Everything depends only on us. If you believe in yourself you will make anything. Our thoughts are material.

Changes

I feel like I havent been here for ages but I havent only for 4 month.It might be a long time or not.The fact is that I changed a lot for these month and I feel like I am a completely different person,with different thoughts and plans for life and Im happy that this changes happened. I wasnt posting here because I didnt feel like doing it.I was studying and recently passed my exams.Im still thinking about blogging or not because I understood that there are a lot of important and interesting things  to spend my life on.I want to spend my life studying different sciences,learning languages,travelling,reading fascinating books,visiting galleries and going to theatres.We are spending to much of our precious time on stupid things,like Internet,sitting on stupid sites and reading information that you will never need.Why cant we use our time to learn how to draw or to read a book that you wanted to read for a long time or going to the park with your dogs,just to do anything to take yourself off the Internet.Just Think About It.

An Education

Skirt and T-shirt : H&M / Blazer : Michael Kors / Flats : Kira Plastinina / Clutch : ALDO

Its been a very hard month since I started studying at university.September was pretty much easy as it was the first month but October is getting harder and harder.We already had our first exams or how they call it module week.Studying is not easy but its worth it.I think its a problem that nowadays a lot of people dont want to get education,they think that school is enough.Its not only about learinig for your future job but for yourself.I think its important to be self educated and read a lot of books and learn new information.And believe me,that information will help you some day.You may think that you dont need to know the reign of the Elizabeth I or the causes of the Second World War but you will need it some day,you will need it for yourself.For example if you will talk to interesting educated person and he will ask you opinion on  "The Birth of Venus" painting and you coudnt even remember the name of the painter.That would be an awkward moment for you.You will regret that havent learned anything in your life.

As for me,Im now studying at International Relationships and its a very interesting speciality.We are learning different languages,a lot of histiory of Russia and other countries,we also have politic lessons and its just the begining.I hope that I can became a diplomatist and make our world better,solve serious problems,stop wars and just help people which is very important for me,because I always think that we should help each other and so our life's going to be better.

Anna Karina Inspired Classic Fall Look

Fall classic inspiration by christina-sidorova featuring a red coat

               

Old School

  Skirt and denim jacket : Asos / Shoes : Converse  / Bag : Leather Satchel Company /

My ''cactus'' side is back. Im almost 21 but usually I feel like Im 17 and I like to dress up like a kid sometimes.A 90's kid and I kind of like it.Plaid skirt,old converse,choker,oversized denim jacket and a satchel.What a perfect combination? 

Another fact about me is that I dont like to dress perfectly every day and thats why I have these catus days,how I call them.Because dressing up perfectly for every day is boring for me.I also love people with unusual style,that are not coping all the looks from magazines and celebrities.People that can mix different styles and people who are not afraid of judgment.I dont really take fashion that serious because its not the most important thing in the world.But I like to play with fashion and make it my own way.

Modern Role Models

                  Dress : Moschino / Flats : Mango / Bag : Faith

I know that we are living in the XXI century now and everything is completely different from the past but some things just scares me a lot.For example how people are changing nowadays and what people we are taking as our role models.

I understand that now people will not be completely like Audrey Hepburn or Jacqueline Kennedy-Onassis and they maybe won't take them as role models but we still can take some good manners and style inspiration from them.

As for me,our world is really vulgar and uncultured now.Teenage girls takes porn stars as their role models and thinks that they are awesome.I actually have no idea what is happening in their brains but its really stupid.Or another example,Miley Cyrus.I should say that I like some of her songs but her behavior is awful.I dont understand why people are acting like this,when there are millions of girls looking at them and wanting to be them.But the worst thing is that these small girls dont understand that this behavior is not good.

Why our world is degradating every day?Where are all the smart and good-looking girls?And how girls are dressing now is another important question.Im studying at university now and every single day I see girls in short leather dresses,that barely covers their bums and really high heels and I dont understand that.Am I just oldfashioned or its really normal?